Wishing on a star...

Friday, July 22, 2005

finally!!! i fixed my internet.. on my own!!! whahahah so proud XD ah piang my comp hor.. dunno y ar.. so lag!!!!!! now ok le hehe XD

read hai's blog bout mrs gay.. COMPLETELY TRUE!!!!!!!!! luckily we dun have long bio lectures 4 more than 2 hrs at one go... or i would have been deaf already... the words r lik daggers stabbing into ur ears... voice so sharp, still on the volume of her mic to the max(most prob)!!! she liks james watson, francis crick bla bla bla.. so hua xin!!! whahahaha lol XD n her dress sense hor, cannot make it lah...can use curtains as dress.. peifu her XD

tml got the interview 4 co excos.. ask us to prepare speech!!! heh -_______-" i dunno how to tok.. think i go in say hello.. byebye... done XD

hmmm got 1 v magical thing happened!!!!! tt day, i dreamt that daddy bought me a fone!!!! woke up n thot dad got so nice meh.. maybe if he strike lottery.. tt i wish tt he strike lottery.. tt night, when we went 4 dinner, guess wad he said? HE STRIKE LOTTERY!!! oh my gosh! hehheh... so zhun? but i din get a new fone XD hmm anybody wans to strike lottery? i help u wish heh heh heh XD lol..

ok G6... like cy, i thot tt we're problems free.. i really thot so... i din noe tt there r conflicts... hey gals... we've been sisters for more than4 yrs already? i really hope tt this can go on... sisters should trust each other, n not bear grudges?

tt incident wynn told me.. i really din expect things to turn out lik tt.. was so shocked!! i thot everything's fine already.. i thot there r no more problems... but it turned out to be the opposite.. y? so sad suddenly... now then i noe g6 is not realy tt strong anyway.. really disappointed... i hope that everything will be back to normal asap?

think tt the problem is tt some of us r not wide hearted enough maybe? to forgive n 4get is a virtue... maybe it will be better, if we close one eye, open one eye 4 some things.. well not 4 everything, tts running way! hmm juz some things...
oao. maybe some of us r too demanding n nun statisfied towards each other? accept each of us4 hu we r? reaspect each other? but as an individual, u shouldnot expect others to accept ur doings.. instead, u should change urself 4 the beta...

SHAGE URSELF INSTEAD OF EXPECTING OTHERS TO CHANGE 4 U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe this is the best n onli way g6 can becum beta?

when ppl do or say anything tt u dun feel comfortable, dun take it to heart... it will onli make it feel even worst.. let the matter past... wad is more impt than frens?
if i were to choose g6 or bgr, i would choose frens... its true.. not lieing... cuz i really treasure my frens.. i will NEVER let ANY problems affect my feelings towards g6..

if theres a conflict, forgive n 4get! problem solved! if u dun forget, u'll never be able to 4give.. n the scar will always be there... in some cases, even scars can be healed!!! since the scar can be healed, y prevent it?
oh no... i'm bad at toking n expressing lol XD hmm ya..

no matter how big the matter is, i can 4get! so y not u guys? hmm ya.. tts wd i wan to say... g6 plz think bout this? really hope tt we can be best frens till we die...

love g6...

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

juz came back from the hawker centre at serangoon... ate a lot loh!!! me n my family.. 14 dishes(drinks included) !!!!!!!!!! GOSH!!!!! sat there 4 so long XDordered many many things... but my fav is the vege! so yummy!

when dad n bro go buy food, mum n i sat there waiying.. den suddenly this hawker lady stood right in front of mom with hands on her hips... den stare at my mom... mom n her STONE there 4 dunno how long.. so funny lah! den..

the lady :dun rmb me ar? i noe u leh"
mom "hu?" n she look v blur
the lady stone n my mom stone there 4 v v v long....
den "arrrrrr" my mom screamed!!!!! she juz recalled tt the lady is her ex collegue!!!!!! damn funny de lah!!!!!!! kept laughing XD my mum blurer than me.. bad XDXD

we ordered fried kuaytiao...finish liao den the side there got the dunno wad chilli right? dad din notice cuz kinda dark brown in colour... den he told still got kuay tiao left den he scooped it all up n ate it... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! so funny lah!!!!!!! damn hot de loh!!! imagine so much chilli in ur mouth! lol eat till v happy today...

i really love my family.. cant live without them..
love my daddy
love my mummy
love my bro
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR REALLY LOVE THEM A LOT!!!!
DADDY MUMMY CHANGHUI! MUACKZ!!!!! I LOVE U ALL!!!

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Friday, July 15, 2005

wow... reach home finally!!!! went to cultural night juz now.. watch cailing dance... she v chio leh!!! dance v hao kan.. observed her throught the performance lol XD she look a lot like the celebrity da S... watching her dance is lik watching younger version of da S dancing lol XD got one part she n ryan becum sort of the main n they ran towards each other, then ryan carried her n turn n turn n turn... WOW!!!! bst part of the show?? XD after tt, we went long john... the food so er xin loh dunno yXDXDXDXD

OH YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! during the performance, hai n i ran to the carpark in TPJC... got the initial D's AE86!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAME DE LOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! got a v little bit diff onli... other than tt, exactly the same!!! hai n i so excited n we poshedn took lots of pics of it!!!!!!!!!!! the side oso have the "tng yuan bla bla bladian(zhi jia yong)" WIT WIT!!! after the concert, ppl cum down then all gather around the car n take pictures XD saw the owner!! a teen hu's bout 24?? den got gf beside him XD how i wish i could juz sit in tt car with jay chou!!! lol
(will upload the photos some other days.. hai haven send me XDXD)

cailing!! u dance v well at the concert!!!!!!!!!!!! *clap*

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Today . . .
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Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak
Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a
companion
Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're
barren
Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't
clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets
Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with
their feet
And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who
wished they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or
condemning another

Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all
answer to one maker
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive
and still around

Life is a gift
Live it.
Enjoy it..
Celebrate it..
And fulfill it..
HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY . .

wow.... XD ok... i shall stop complaining so much anymore.. XDXD

10:12 AM,
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yeah! a v v v v v v slack slack slack day!!! so tired loh... maybe cause if dragonboat yeaterday.. cannot be! hmmm cuz i slept late??? so many reading log n still got compre!!!! so slp late loh... den v tired... today morning, mom came rushing into my room suddenly screaming" HUILIN!! LATE LIAO!!!! WAKE UP!!!!" looked at the clock n guess wad? it's onli 6.30 -_-................... i wake up at 6.15 usually.. i i reach skul at 7 cuz daddy drives me to skul.. n i reach skul at 7 usually.. assembly at 7.30 loh~~ mom~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hmmm 1st period math... ok lah got listen.. 2ndperiod bio... kept yawning n tearing XD
den got 1 period of bio lecture... completed 3 reading log in 1period! oh my god!!! no lecture during the 2 periods of chem lecture after recess... so i draw!!! whahahaha slackXD no mood to study... den, GP!!!!! fell aslp whahahahaha.. go thru compre.. boring~~~~~~~~~~~ answeres the compre qustions using thesaurus... still can get so many wrong!! whahahahahaXD tired tired tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need slp!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanted to slp after bathing.. den mom commanded me to squeeze juice from like 20+ oranges... ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....

so tired of life.. sometimes i wonder... y m i here? wad's my purpose of living? ppl live for a purpose... doctors, policemen, soldiers bla bla bla... n everyone is good in sth... but me??????????????? i'm not good at anything.. ok, good at slacking XD everything oso learn or noe a little.. but not good in them.. studies etc... i still believe tt everyone lives 4 a purpose in life.. budden, i seem to be an exception.. in g6, all the 4 gals(yue, hai, tian n cai) have sth their good in.. BUT ME???!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so irony.. XD

9:31 AM,
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Friday, July 08, 2005

get back chem chi n maths paper le... failed chem!!! v v v badly loh!!!!!!!1 go F!!!! muz buck up le.... really did v badly.. bio oso no hope le i guess...
shi nuan told me tt her results r oso sth lik tt when she had her CTs in year 1... many ppl oso lik tt... budden really muz improve n buck up... cuz during the promos, everybody will improve a lot suddenly... so, muz improve! or else i'll be left behind...
to improve, the 1st thing is to pay attention in class!!! den....... slept in class during chem today... mrs lee was going thru spa skills... v sian neh!!! so i dozed off loh... n the weather so nice somemore XD

den suddenly i heard mrs lee say dunno wad hu slping de.. i thot she scolding me! but its hafiz! he fell aslp oso lah.. shermaine oso! think its cuz her lesson too boring le lah.. n she talk so fast lik machine gun!!! to keep myself awake, i began drawing on my notes... the notes now so messy le!! full of sketching xD

arrr my skin.... can peel off le... 1st time my face sunburnt till lik ttXD later peel off le lik albino how??? mom say i look better with sunburnt face!!! cuz lik got put blusher.. oh my god.. the 1st time mom compliment me -_-"

having muscle aches recently... my right shoulder blade especially.. hurtz!!!! cannot strain!!! feel lik pulling out the whole arm!!! have to paste the medicine plaster.. SMELLY!!!!!!!

oh ya! got superstar today! muz watch!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!! JUN YANG N DERRICK GOT HIGHEST SCORE LOH!!!! SO HAPPY 4 THEM!!!!! JUNYANG DERRICK JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9:08 AM,
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hmmm.. juz sth i came across on friendster.. v long lol XD quite meaningful leh!

If you're afraid to love a person because of
friendship, you have two choices:
either tell whatyou feel and let the love take place or hide thefeeling under a friendship full of pretensions.
It's hard for two people to love each other when
they live in two different worlds but when these
two worlds collide and become one, that's what you
call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.
One leads to another and the process is irreversible.
The best of lovers is the greatestof friends!

I like you because you're my friend, and because
you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you.
I don't love you because you are my friend, I love
you because I do!

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me
happy? To think that I have everything else, I get
what I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad'cause
it's you i can't have.
I can't choose who I'm gonna love,
but I also can't love who chooses to love me.
And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as
much as I can't blame you for not learning to love
me.

I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you
loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find
him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one
true love you're looking for was the one who set
you free."

How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?
Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?
Why is that I miss someone I was never with and Iask
why I love someone who's love was never mine?
"Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention
of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the
one we're really looking for was just there.
You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of
someone else.

Food for thought, think of this:
Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?
Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she
whispers someone else's name? Will you?
It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than
lose that someone you love with your useless pride.

When you love someone, don't expect
that person to love you back the same amount.
One of you will be head, the other behind.
It's either you catch up or the other waits.
When you love, you must not accept anything in
return, for if you do, you're not loving but
Investing.

If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for
if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using.
True love hears what is not spoken, and
understands what is not explained, for love
doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in
the heart...

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer
you stay the harder it is to leave and you can
never go without leaving your prints behind.
Don't love a person like a flower, because a
flower dies in season.

Love them like a river because a river flows forever.

Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause
love doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love.
It may hurt a lot,
it may give you aches and pains,
but if you don't follow your heart,
in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.

Love may leave your heart like shattered glass,
but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be
willing to endure the pain of picking up the
pieces so you could be whole again.

The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to
let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to
catch her fall!
And fooling around with her
feelings like they meant nothing.(This goes for gals as well).

8:52 AM,
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

watched Initial D today...
JAY CHOU SO COOL LOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN HE DRIVING, TALKING N SO ON.. SO KUTE!!! i've fallen deeply in love with him~~~ the car move so smooth loh!! even at the turn!! especially at the dunno wad 5 finger thingy

actually i prefer edison n shawn de... edison v shuai neh!! shawn too!! too back he grow moustach haizzz after watching the movie...

LOVE JAY!!!!!!!!!! he so cute de loh!!!! he actions n everything... how i wish i have a bf like him!! yeah jay's my dream boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiyo... dunno how to say.. juz love jay a lot lah.... suddenly de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!1 HE"S MINE!!! WHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! lol i siao le XD

11:37 AM,
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! when palawan beach with 05s05 today!!! budden not much ppl leh... onli got szeyin, shermaine, kia, dilah, desmond, benjamin, zixiang, hafiz n me! but quite fun lah.. we brought so many snacks loh!! enuff 4 the whole class de loh.. so we stuffed ourselves..

we went into the water n played... after tt all gone.. some play cards some aok aok.. onli left shermaine n me in the sea water.. soaked in water for 6 hours!!! now become lobster le XD red red.. hope my face de skin wun peel off.. or else becum lik albino! XD

after tt, we went to the Sakae Sushi at haberfront mall... had the sushi buffet... think we din eat enuff loh!!!!! v fast full le!!!!! tsk tsk tsk... we stack the plated till v high!! so funny!!!

after tt, i went home!!! saw shermaine n sheena nearby my hse so qiao!

hmm overall, today was quite a fun day :)

2:51 PM,
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Monday, July 04, 2005

watched A.I(artificial intelligence) today. its my fav movie.. a film by Steven Spielberg! v touching.. it was showed on channel 5 at 7.00. i missed the 1st 30 mins!!! after i watched for bout 5 mins, i started to cry/// so touching loh!! no kidding.. i actually wept throughout the movie! i love the little boy(Haley Joel Osment)'s acting!! so touched XD

the plot summary: In this futuristic fairy tale, "David", a highly-advanced robotic boy, hopes to become a real boy so that he can win back the affection of the human mother who abandoned him. Like Pinocchio, he goes on a long journey hoping to find his "Blue Fairy," who can make his dreams come true.

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

junyang~ sings so well loh!!! vocal v strong
powerful neh

weijian!!! very KUTE!!! n sings v well too!!! arrrrr

MUZ SUPPORT THESE 2 GUYS WOR.. HOPE TT 1 OF THEM BECUMS THE NEXT SUPER STAR!!!

4:42 AM,
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HAIZZZZZZ... cant slp last night loh... cuz of the movies i watched!!! i kept thinking bout eye 10 de images.. den imagine till so scary!! all the ghost stories i heard of oso kept refreshing in my brain.. tried thinking bout other stuff... lie in my bed 4 dunno how long loh.. v tired but wide awake at the same time!!!! den i started msging.. den fell aslp.. yeah!!! whahaha XD

dunno y, i lik listening to gost stories n oso watch.. budden i v scared... haha dunno lah.. den at night dun dare slp.. go toilet of lift oso dun dare!

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

WOW! v fun day XD actually, the gang of us decided to go home, change, den go shopping after listening... cuz it ended b4 9!!! we went tm mac after skul.. EWWWW eat till v sian... tired of food recently.. lik nth to eat den v sian XD poor cai.. eat till v xin ku...

after tt, dunno y suddenly all v lazy to go walk walk.... den dunno hu suggest going someone'e hse... so, my hse! cuz nearer... den got pl pointed out tt my hse got mahjong set XD... ... but i think cum my hse better.. when we study oso cum my hse... cuz no govt from morning to evening lol.. parents not at hm whahaha.. somemore quite near to interchange.. so all cum my hse party... got changyu, weiliang, jiatyue, hailing, ryan n cailing... anyway, to ryan... hope u dun feel out of place!!! n oso hope tt u dun be frightened after seeing our true self whahahahaha XD

we went to rent vcd... rented The Eye 10, Exocist, House of Fury... woah... two scary movies in a day!!! a VERY big achievement 4 me wor! initially, we din ask 4 House of Fury... we asked for House of Wax -_____________- budden since got shuai ge daniel wu n the dunno wad ma ke lun inside,heh heh heh XDXD hmmmm there are 7ppl altogether.. and get to watch 3 movies for onli $4.50!! at cinema, $49... BIG DIFFERENCE!!!next time when we wanna watch movies, can juz rent n cum my hse le whahaha

we wented to super market to shop 4 snackes.. bought 2 huge bottles of Green Tea, 1 big packet with 30 packs small chicken rings snacks inside, n ice(dun hav anymore ice at hm XD) hmmmm... bought thosecuz my hse no more snacks... wiped out by this grp pf ppl!!! haha so funniXD

The eye 10 was quite a funny show actually... budden quite scary!!!! think i onli watched bout 1/3 of the movie... other parts all blocked by the pooh bear in my han XD got 1 past the face suddenly pop out!!! no warning de loh!!! screamed lik hell!!!!!

after tt, we watch exocist... think its bout sth buried at tt place... it can curse ppl.. den many years ago, tt city de ppl all wiped out cuz of the curse.. actually onli yue n hai watching.. the rest of us play mahjong le... i have my back facing the tv... so, onli hear the sound effect whaha... but got see some not so frightening parts... those v scary de parts right, yue n hai EEE or scream le den i turn around to watch(reflex action lol!) budden normally the part finish le den not frightening anymore! (heng ar!) got 1 part this pregnant lady gave birth.. den the baby cum out all covered with MAGGOTS!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! er xin!!!

budden the movie got 1 part damn funny! so unexpected!!! ok lets call the 2 main characters guy n gal... the guy n gal lik each other... they got kiss leh!!! den it turnedout tt this woman is oso cursed.. den got the demon inside her... her face v ER XIN!!! lik a v fierce old lady with scary eye n cuts all over her face... den she jump here jump there almost lik spiderman.. except she dun have the web.. as the demon is inside her, she sounded gruff lik those sexy man.. den i dunno wad they say, den the gal(the demon inside her) suddenly open the front button n expose half her breast.. den she said grufferly(got this word not?) "wads wrong? u dun wanna f*ck me anymore?" we all LAUGH LIK HELL!!!!!

den they go home le i so scared loh! home alone.. wish i dun have nightmares tonight... hope so XD

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Friday, July 01, 2005

my laogong,
*****CHRISTIAN BALE!!!!!!****
a.k.a Bruce Wayne.. the Batman XD
he really look lik tom cruise!! onli muz younger.. so charming XD

2:51 PM,
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HAHAHAHAHAH!!! never fail to laugh when i see this pic loh
!!!!!! he trying to bloch his face den i pull his hand... den hai took the
photO girl power!!
PS: OBSERVE HIS EYES.. HAHAH!!!

dunno wad he doing.. but still v funny XD

me with bulldog.. HAHAHAH.. i look lik monkey cum hamster

all this taken while studying during holidays.. can see we v slake XD

2:49 PM,
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stressed out when studying at skul library

tried to turn away from cam but fail -_- hailing lah!!! always take ugly photos of ppl!

too shock to react

2:43 PM,
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JUON!!!!!!
its changyu XD i take de!! not bad wor!

2:38 PM,
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haha its cailing!!!!! so sry 4 taking such a pic n uploading it XDXD

2:34 PM,
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oh my god -_- ugly!!! y changyu's hand lik ttXD sec skul de ugly me~~~

2:33 PM,
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today take de.... with my new hair style~~~

2:27 PM,
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WIt WIT!!!!!!

2:20 PM,
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this is the cliff! he saving a bad guy loh!! so heroic!~~~

2:14 PM,
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arrrrrrrrrrr OH MY... I JUZ CUT HAIR AT FUSION... TT PERSON!!! CUT SO SHORT!!!!!! i showed him wad length i wan den he go cut till v short... den my rebonded hair cut till not lik rebonded liao.. curley le.. so sad!!!!!!!!!! i wan the boss to cut 4 me leh.. he cut v nice de!!! but too bad he not in... cailing oso got cut... but bout same as b4.. always lik tt de XD den she got infection in her mouth.. many ulcers lik rotten le... den every bite is a torture... so can onli eat porridge.. other food she must bite really slowly... poor thing... take care!!! hope the Bonjela u bought helps!! get well soon!!! n dun suan ppl anymore.. or else worst hehe jkjk XD

after tt i go watch BATMAN with weiliang (liang teh XD), changyu, tian,cai n hai... HE SO SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROH MY GOD!!!!! HE LOOK LIK YOUNG VERSION OF TOM CRUISE!!!!! when at the cliff there.. got 1person falling down the cliff.. den he use the arm strength to carry him up!!!! lik lifting dumb bell leh!!! 1 arm onli!!!! SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRR I SIAO LE~~~ he really v shuai.. dunno y cai say he not shuaiXD the onli thing i dun lik bout him is his car... SO UGLY N LAN! bat's car normally v cool, slim,shiny black n super duper nice de... but in this movie... EEEEWWW!!!! the car so bumpy de.... n so slow... shld be lik in 'men in black' tt car de speed loh... utterly disappointed in tt car.. n it looks oldXD

overall the movie quite nice... the sound effects not bad wor!! budden... TOO LOUD!!!!!!!!! haha
batman batman my lao gong...
k lah have to slp early.. tml so stupid... go skul assemble at 7.30... 8a.m start cl listening till 8.45.. den can go hm le -_-... hehe after tt go out again!!! wHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! XD lol wow time now zun zun 11!! lol XD

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oh my god... cant believe i woke up so early! thot i will wake at 3 plus lik ttXD going to hairdresser later with cailing... wanna cut hair!!! v thick already... den at night go watch movie... woohoo!!!!!! kk cum back later XD

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